Heyheyhey!

I try my luck to bake lasagne today and it did turn well! Self-praise to myself and a pat on my shoulder! First attempt you know! Next up, I'll try to do cheesecakes! Need a lot of coaching to do that. I love to bake but my oven somehow spoil my mood and interest in baking you know!

Anyways, pictures from Casey's Bbq on 13Th October is up! And i'm happy that the photos are up! In a way, the bbq was a success! It was a damn great one anyway despite having crazy drunkard people! Casey, you should do more of a Bbq like this sia! Hahahahhaa! Here's the pictures:

This will be the end to the post! The reason to this post is just to upload photos! Will post more! Toodles!

( Leave me with the sorrow, the pain. I deserve it. )

Heyheyhey!

Sorry for not updating yesterday! I was so tired after I got back from Casey's bbq! It was a great bbq thou'! No commotion even though i was totally looking forward to it! Anyways, i'll post more about the bbq once the photos are uploaded. And since I've no idea what to post about, i'll dedicate my post to 2 people!

TO: NUR IZYAN BINTE RAMLI!

Hi love! This post is dedicate to you!

Well, I'm glad that we've known each other since birth even though you're older than me by 5 months! We may have the same personality and maybe the same thinking and it's all because we are Cousin! I'm really glad that you're my cousin and i'm kind a close to you! I really hope we will stay this way until death do us apart! Chey wah! Macam nk kahwin gitu!

You know, i'm glad that i'm able to share things about my life apart from my friends with you. You are always there to lend me a listening ear when I've problem and when i'm crying, you never fail to give me your shoulders. (ader ke kau buat gitu? :P) Even though we rarely meet each other unless i go to granny's crib, we still find a way to update each other life no matter what. And the best part, we are talking the same examination and all! Like we just finished our Ns! HEHE!

I know i'm supposed to find a job together with you but i applied for certain with my friends. Why not we meet and go apply for more? Apparently, fish and co have not call me yet abt the training. And i'm beginning to lost hope to it. I need a job desparately! So many upcoming events where i need cash! Thus, need job! Gosh! I really miss you and I want to meet you asap! Let's meet soon k? <3

I've never once regretted that you're my beloved cousin and i wish we will stay this close even after marriage and maybe after we're dead! Sayang kamu! <3

TO: NURUL NADHIRA BINTE SALIM!

Hey dearest! This post is also dedicated to you!

Yay! We're close again like we're in sec 1! I really miss those time being close to you! Being in the same class as you and all. You know, i'm happy that we're in the same malay class! Cause without you in the malay class, it'll be no fun! Hahaha! Now, i miss our malay class! Remember ghost stories session with Cikgu Siti? Being high in class? Watching Karak ? Omg! Miss it alot! I miss a lot of outing with you! Where we can be retarded! Time flies so fast! Hahaha!

Anyways, I want to thank you so much for always being there for me. Thanks for lending me a listening ear when i need to vent/rant anything and lending me a shoulder to cry when i'm so upset. I will never forget whatever you did for me. You are my minahChee that I'll never forget you know even after I graduated. Must spend more time with each other aye! Like next year! If I make it to sec 5! If i don't, i'll still contact you cause i remember your number for life! hahahah!

Babe, if there's anything that you need to talk too or whatever..rest assured i'm always here for you no matter what! Cause, i will lend you a listening ear like how you did for me! Yok, kiter keluar samer-samer lagik! Kiter gik ht2! dah lamer seyh kiter tk keluar together! I really miss you even though I just met you just now! Gosh! Meet soon! <3

And babe, you are one of my all time favourite girl! Yayness! <3

Till then, goodnight!

Hi again!

Helphelphelp! I can't make myself fall asleep! I'm so tired from the gym just now but my eyes just won't want to shut down. And, i can't stop looking at my blog even tho' i just posted a new entry! Maybe it's because I miss blogging too much! That's why! I really hope Fish & co will call me soon for my job training! I really want the job! Grrrr! Tmr gonna be another hectic day! Bbq time @ Casey's condo! Hope got not commotion between the MinahChee clan sia! If there is, I won't mind joining in! Hehehehe! :P

kk, i'll try go and sleep! Night again!

Heyheyheyheyhey!

I'M BACKKKK! After being on hiatus for about 8 months plus! Sorry for that aye! But no worries, i'm back here again and I know that my bloggy miss me a lot after i'm gone for awhile right? Hehehe! So, there are a lot of ups and downs for the past 8 months. Trust me, i can never escape from problems you know! Like from being stressed to getting hurt and to being depressed and back to happy!

First and foremost, my Ns level are finally over! I hope that the effort and hard work I've put in gonna be paid off when the results are out! I'm scare but i gotta be positive right! I constantly remind myself that i'm able to get the points I want. #hopesoaye! Something which i least expected but happen unexpectedly to me in August. Like liking a guy and trying to make things workout with him who I had never once thought that it can actually happen. However, it's already over. Wait, nothing happen from the start anyways. It's like I make a decision that will benefit both by just being friends. But its like we're not even friends. Oh well, what can I expect right? Hahaha! And honestly, I didn't even regret doing that decision at all! My intention to be friends has merely change to something that i don't even wanna say. This past few days too, i've been dreaming of my first love. I realised that it's hard to let my first love go. Yes, i'm over him but not entirely. Its hard cause I still want to feel the exact feelings/emotion I had with my first love with the second love! And i know it's impossible! Just kill me please!

Anyways, it's a great thing that the malay boys and girls can finally bond after like how many years! It's our kind of last year and we managed to bond. Like the Hari Raya outing and also our study date! I'm happy that we all can bond you know! Cause this is what we've all always wanted. Hehehehe! Oh yeah, this year racial harmony was also a real great one you know! The first ever racial harmony which was so chaotic with the ' Syariz & Farhana' wedding ceremony! So cute! But it's so cool! I just love those days !

Alright, that's all that i feel like posting! i'll post soon aye!

Goodnight! (:

I'M ON HIATUS FOR NOW!

I'll blogged soon aye! <3