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Qinny · February 7, 2010 · · 3 Views
I'm In Love With You
Please don't tell me that i have to go through the pain all over again. I don't wish to go through the pain. Cause it hurt so much. How i wish you could just tell me truthfully. Maybe it is just me. Too paranoid? Or maybe too stupid? But what i know, i have fallen deeply for you. And there's no turning back. What should i do? Recently, i've been dreaming of you. It is because i miss you too much? Or about other thing? I don't know. This feeling is really taking over me. And i can't help it but think of you everyday. A lot of things has been on my mind lately. But i shall not say it here. Just please, don't deceived me again and make me look like a fool. Cause this is the only chance. The last chance.
Yes, it's the last chance. I guess. i wonder. But to be frank, i really need you now. I really need someone to be hearing me. To lend me a ear. to lend me a shoulder to cry on. i can't take this no more. Where are you when i need you? where are you when i'm crying like a small girl? Where are you dear guy? You once told me...why didn't you call me when you are crying? i can console you asap. I want to meet you and cry on your shoulder. but nah, it's just a wildful part of my thinking.
Do you know that it's hard for me to even send a text to you. It's hard! Looking through my phonebook, seeing your pictures in my photo album would just make smile or even cry sometimes. i just don't know what to expect. i really don't. Maybe i should stop all this. maybe!
" If you don't love anymore, just say it.
Don't make me wait anymore. "
Yes, i don't wish to wait anymore! haiz. Aku pasrah dengan semuanya. Hanya kau sendiri yang tahu betapa banyak aku mencintaimu!
CHEY MACAM PAHAM SIA! WAHAHAHAHA! :D
Alright, till here! Bye!
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Qinny · February 5, 2010 · · 4 Views
Dahulu Engkau, Berikan Cinta.
Heyheyheyhey!
Well, this few days have test and all. Diagnostic test shit all. Whatever uh. But some is easy. Some is as tough like nobody business. But all in all i managed to do all the test like duh. Homework oh homework. Piling up like shit. I have to do two composition before monday. mampoi kau syiqin! MATI! HAHAHAHA!
School school school! Today make me kinda pissed at certain errand. Nevermind, won't say a thing about it. Guess what, my form teacher will be calling our parents up as for this month if we fail three subject. Nabeyh! Syiqin, get ready to get your face from your colour now till a red mark. 5 JARI MELEKAT KAT MUKER KAU! Padan muker! Nyahaha! -.-! Bodoh, nak call mak bapa perhal sia! Ish!
After school sit at ncc room there. Then go psl for awhile. Around 5+ jalan2! Then go school back. Then ader amazing race uh Syiqin Dengan Nazera! Peyh susah carik orang! -.-! Takper takper! Nazera kena marah dgn Wan on the phone! kekek! boleh dengar suare Wan Doh! ahahahhahaha! Gik 564 jap. Then go somewhere. at 8+ headed home. Now i'm here!
Blahblahblah! For 3 month, syiqin was in the dark about something! Don't blame me for what i did to you! Blame to you. cause, you at fault! ahahaha! siak siak! I miss someone right now? Who? find out yourself!
Goodnight! Sweet Dream! Bye! :D
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Qinny · February 4, 2010 · · 2 Views
assalamualaikum!
hari ini siti nurualsyiqin pulang rumah siang sekali. FAKE!
hehehehehehehe
1ST FEBUARY!
I LOVEEEEEE. alot of things happened. hehehe!
really appreacited it. thxs aye for keeping to ur promise
loveitloveitloveitloveitloveit!
lets do it more. haha! wanna know what happened?
awwww. for me to know and for u to find out only!
hehehehehe!
school is fine i guess
DAMN IT SIA. kept falling down the stairs
should have listened to him. see now he cursed me and i keep falling
fell 3 times already!
first time was at the parade square
second time was down the stairs. fuhh. my ass hurts ALOT!
third time was near the gate, infront of daniel
ISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
heaoehaoheho
tatatititutu! :D
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Qinny · January 31, 2010 · · 9 Views
Heyheyhey!
Well, this will be a proper update. Like i say i'm sorry for not updating for a long time. But i try my best to update once a week at the most. Or if i feel like it. Hahah. Cause you know i'm using my mummy lappy for now. And it is laggy everytimes. So, i be having a hard time trying to update my blog. Haha! Sorry once again!
I'm Having a hard time recalling what happen for the week. but in anyway, i try to pen down whatever i remember! So, let me start aye!
This week has totally been a mixed feeling week for me. Too much things happen alone this week. But i thanks those people who help me out! Thanks aye! Especially all my babes! <3! and also my brother! haahhaa! Thanks! I just realised that advicing people using your own method like your own experience is worth it! Like yeah. Totally!
So, Monday sit in school and do homework! Decided not to follow the rest to whitesand cause i was having a totally great stomach pain. Like kinda cramp? Had fun during PE! Modify Captain Ball! Sungguh gerek! hahahhahahaha! Oh, RIANIF also got something happen to them ehk! I bet they love 25 JANUARY 2010 ALOT! :D!
On tuesday, had lesson all in school! Fun fun fun! Msg 764 about the plan for wednesday. Teros braper minit, dier called. Talk to him for awhile. And was shocked he called. I thought he was in school. Padehal, at home. He was sick! AWWW! Msg msg msg. Blah3! Afternoon programme for emath! Cancelled! Not bad! Happy! Had dance and all! Yes, dance step susah nak mampoi! But i can memorise the step! Yay! Had dinner and all! Talked things out! listen to explaination. Meet Nazera and Din kat bustop. Salam and all. Talk with nazera. Received a msg. Saket hati. Lagik siket aku nanges. but nah...control! Blah3. Went home and did amath homework!
On Wednesday, lesson was great. After school met nazera! Makan di library. Kept thinking about alot of stuff and all. Went back to school. do homework and all! Syiqin good girl larh ehk! :P! At night, things happen. kept crying nonstop. i don't know why. but some would know why. :C!
On thursday, was jurizal birthday! Happy Birthday! Sat with Elia and Nazera while the rest were having cca! Was hearing song that suddenly cry infront of them and also jedrek. biarlah rahsia kenape ehk! sedeh sedeh! :C! After their cca finish, Boomboompow! JURIZAL KENA BASH! Gerek gerek! body cover with baby powder! not bad! Disturb ngok and ge all the way! yay! After that, went to the library. and all.! 764 CALLED. answer his called and talk to him all. Yes, alot of things! Come back to the place, Izni and hud dah balek. Then, They wanted to go off! Nak angkat bag putus! -.-! Guess what they did...THEY TAKE OUT MY BAG THE STRIPS! -.-! and ngok say! any valuable stuff infront? As in my zip..i say yeah. he say got suprise. Checkcheck bukak...ADER BATU! pshposhpish! Met nazera for awhile! Cause yeah, something happen to her! Eat fries and all! ahahhaa! Then went home. 764 called. And yes, dier dah tao! :D! L,you! :P!
On Friday, sit in school! nazera tido di kerusi! fareha, ria and elia tgk match! have fun! Blah3! Went to 417 for awhile. accompanied nazera. then yeah, went to kfc meet the rest. Fuh! Then we went to central. Nazera and I disturb Syah nonstop! Rabak per dier kena kacao! Aku berdoa supaya kau jatoh cam nangka busok! ;P! ahahahahahaha! Blah3! 764 called and all. Went home, mandi. Lepak-ed with syafiq! Yes, lepak. talk to him and all! then went home. Sleep!
Yesterday, was gerek nak mampos! Wake up around 12+ and received msg from Nazera. She ajak keluar and all. Supposingly meet her at 3pm but change timing since kiter lambat siap! Reached whitesand at 4pm and take mrt to bugis. Syiqin eat Fried Fish Soup for my lunch! fuh!!!! Then, walked to City Hall saw this group of people! I laugh nonstop! Blue blue blue! :P! Then, went to Esplanade! Camwhore and all! funfunfun! Then back to City Hall then off to Suntec City. Came back to Bugis and mrt-ed to Tampines! Food Culture then. Crispy Noodllleee! :D! Back to pasir ris and lepak under a block. Fuh, chocolate! :D! Back home! Mandi and online! Was told something very shocking! Shall not say anything! :x! Got scolded by daddy at 445am and dipaksa tido! kesian per! :C!
A good day spent with NAZERA BANU BTE MOHD HASSAN! :D
Today, i woke up at around 2pm! Banyak msg aku! Ish! ganggu saya punya tido sahaje! Even though aku tido mati, i still reply to msg! :P! Bathe and all! Mummy suroh siap, nak keluar! Siap and all! Use my sandal. Haiyak! Pecah! bodoh! -.-! Bus-ed to whitesand! Kimak, cuaca panas or what! Mrt-ed to tampines! walkwalkwalk! Then, went to century square and saw Ge and Hanif! Smekom! ahhahaha! :D! Laughlaughlaugh with family at food culture! Adella Sewel nak mampos! GileR! Banana Prata! Sedap sia! Walkwalkwalk! Babi ader orang jalan tak happy. Langgar2! Went home! Nenek came back with my shoe. Try on! Kecik sanget! Macam marathon, aku lari pik kedai to change size! PENAT! X.X! Now, here i am!
TOMORROW! GOSH! TOMORROW! GOSH! :S!
I MISS 764! :(! k,bye!
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Qinny · January 29, 2010 · · 1 Views
Heyheyhey!I'm super duper sorry for not updating. WILL UPDATE VERY SOON FOR THIS WEEK! I LOVE YOU! <3k, bye!
